I’m baaaaaaack! Yes, that’s right! This will be a fairly quick post really.
What have I been doing lately? I’ve been spending a lot of time with the most awesome woman in the universe! My girlfriend Heather. She’s a lot like me and we have quite a few of the same interests. This one is definitely a keeper! She is the love of my life and means the world to me.
Earlier this year I was really depressed and feeling sorry for myself. I did something uncharacteristic of me: I got tired of feeling like shit all the time. At that point I decided it was time to let every negative aspect of my life go. No drugs. No diagnosis. No shrinks. No spending tons of money on therapy and counseling. I just did it. You know what? It feels fantastic! I have NEVER felt better. You can heal yourself. You can do it without anyone else. You just need to quit being afraid of life. Stop hiding behind the excuses and lying to yourself. No, no, I’m not going on tour to give motivational speeches or any of that bullshit. No, you don’t need me. There is no secret. Just do it. Just choose to feel better and you will be better. Let go of all the crap. Stop denying yourself true happiness and look inward for the answers. Not one single book ever written will tell you how to fix yourself. You have to do it. I’ll get off of my soapbox now.
I’ve started keeping Betta fish again. I have a pet store betta right now. He’s a red dragon scale half moon plakat type. He’s in a 5.5 gallon tank with a couple of cory catfish. I plan on getting some show stock soon.
Maybe more later…
P.S. I’m no longer on Amazon AWS. The free year ran out and I’m not paying for two hosting accounts.